Joy Dare 2012

Counting 1000 gifts changed my life, changed the woman I am becoming--and now Ann Voskamp has dared us all to do it again, count another 1000 gifts in 2012.  I'm taking the Joy Dare.  Will you join me?



1119.  Full day of work after all the holiday slow days

1120.  Little blue bird perched in a friend's home, a symbol of hope

1121.  Amaryllis buds growing tall in January

1122.  Unexpected post-Christmas gift of tea

1123.  Dutch apple cheese muffins for breakfast

1124.  New calendars arriving in the mail - new year finally seeming real

1125.  Pictures of children I love from afar coming in the mail

1126.  Thank you notes all filled out and ready to whisper blessings

1127.  Reminder to do a long-forgotten task before it's too late

1128.  Money to pay unexpected bills--always, always this

1129.  Late-night reading of Anne of Green Gables

1130.  Always going to sleep with a bit of laughter in my heart

1131.  Cat racing wild as the household goes to sleep

1132.  "Talking tea" over email with a friend

1133.  Friend who counts it a privilege to advise on hard questions

1134.  Wise words to make hard decisions easier

1135.  God who's near when the answers aren't

1136.  Baby amaryllis plants poking buds above the soil at long last

1137.  First steps towards making peace with the past I've stored in boxes

1138.  Dear friend by my side all afternoon

1139.  Rows and rows of stitches finally nearing completion

1140.  Eager anticipation of giving the handmade gift to a friend

1141.  Cat who sleeps on the desktop while I work, just wanting to be near me

1142.  Candles burning on cold January days

1143.  Flock of birds flying straight across this road I'm on

1144.  Glancing at the sky just in time to see them fly by

1145.  Winter sunrise over frosted rooftops

1146.  Amaryllis buds breaking open while the snow falls

1147.  Last stitches in place, gift of beauty finally done

1148.  Pumpkin cheesecake baking in the oven on a Saturday afternoon

1149.  Courage to try a new skill in the late hours of night

1150.  Cat nestling in for bed while I struggle to "cast on"

1151.  God waking me early to see fresh snowfall

1152.  Road covered in white, unmarred by travelers

1153.  Standing at the window in PJs and bare feet, watching snowflakes lit up by street lamps

1154.  Going to bed frustrated by the learning curve, waking up ready to try again

1155.  Snow falling down all day long

1156.  Trip to the yarn store on a snowy day

1157.  Hands that can't wait to begin a new project

1158.  Snow boots with fuzzy fur tops

1159.  Snow flurries against the windshield, roads clear enough to drive

1160.  Meeting up with a friend, bag of new projects in hand

1161.  Telling stories from the week, laughing so hard the tears run free

1162.  Friend who advises on the things I'm still learning

1163.  Birds playing in the gutter while new snow falls

1164.  Mastering the purl stitch at last

1165.  Finally believing I might become a knitter yet

1166.  Resigning myself to no more snow, then waking up to the world all white again

1167.  Amaryllis blooms the color of summer, open wide right in the middle of winter

1168.  World quiet under it's frozen blanket

1169.  Dad helping in the kitchen because I'm tired and there are things that need doing

1170.  Chai topped with marshmallows to end the day

1171.  Standing at the window before bed, trying to memorize the winter's beauty

1172.  One lone gull flying overhead while the freezing rain falls.

1173.  First Hope Seed of the new year planted deep, Joy Dare undertaken.

1174.  Whole list of chores checked off, nothing avoided or saved for later

1175.  Three hours of progress in "letting go"

1176.  Storage unit a mess but slowly coming together

1177.  Knitting mistakes that turns out to be a gift

1178.  Everyone noticing that I'm learning a new skill...

1179.  ...and encouraging me to keep going

1180.  Hours with a friend, hot drink in hand, knitting projects coming along

1181.  Plans made for overdue visit with another friend

1182.  Brown bag full of happy socks coming home to be loved

1183.  Sun making a long appearance after a whole week without

1184.  God who listens to prayers when the sleepless hours stretch long

1185.  Friend calling me a kindred spirit

1186.  Broken amaryllis bud in a vase, still growing

1187.  Another friend calling me Gift

1188.  Clear skies on a January morning

1189.  Steam rising off frozen rooftops

1190.  Casting off at last -- half of first knitting project finished

1191.  Unpacking boxes of grandmother's glassware, mom recounting stories from the past

1192.  Choosing pieces of history to carry into my future

1193.  Sun on my face in the middle of winter

1194.  Two cats sound asleep in the warm light

1195.  Long overdue catch-up session with a dear friend

1196.  Handing over the gift made with hands and hours and love

1197.  Color of the gift suited perfectly for the one who now wears it

1198.  Unexpected good news

1199.  Strength to press on in the long, hard task of letting go

1200.  God near when the grief brings me to my knees again

1201.  Him picking me up and breathing courage when I just want to turn and run

1202.  A few forgotten treasures found among the ruins of an old life

1203.  Eight gees flying in formation over the freeway

1204.  Friend who says Yes to something out of the routine

1205.  Smelling endless jars of tea, choosing an armload to bring home

1206.  Long walk by the river with a dear companion

1207.  Days of angst loosening their grip a bit

1208.  God who loves enough to break us

1209.  First morning light dappling the housetops

1210.  Salve to mend the cracked hands

1211.  Happy scent of lavender, rosemary, and eucalyptus

1212.  Amaryllis still growing in a vase, petals popping open one by one

1213.  Sunlight silhouetting blooms against purple curtain

1214.  Navy-blue horizon at day's end

1215.  February days of sun

1216.  Long-feared task tackled and finished at long last

1217.  Strength for letting go--can there be enough "thank you's" for this one thing?

1218.  First morning light landing on the Hope Bird

1219.  Cat who purrs at the sound of my voice

1220.  Twenty seagulls lined up on the grocery store roof

1221.  Me sitting in the car laughing as I count all those birds

1222.  Two trips to the arboretum in one weekend

1223.  February days feeling strangely like spring

1224.  Breathing in the scent of witch hazel, daphne, wintersweet, jasmine...

1225.  Chasing sun all over a forest

1226.  Bending low, stretching high, craning my neck to frame glimpses of His beauty

1227.  The way I'm laughing and crying all at the same time because He's near and He's beautiful and I can hardly breathe it all in

1228.  Filling up every last page of the very first gratitude journal

1229.  Choosing a new book to hold the pieces of His love

1230.  Knowing there'll never be enough pages to write down all the Grace

1231.  Sitting in the sun all afternoon

1232.  Sharing life with a friend, us both stitching away at projects in the making

1233.  Kitty snuggling with her catnip mouse

1234.  Beading party around the dining room table

1235.  Coffeecake baking up beautiful, straight from the freezer

1236.  The sound of escaped beads tip-tapping on hardwood floors

1237.  Brother eating spaghetti, making a mess of everything, and all of us just laughing

1238.  One finished art project inspiring ideas for more

1239.  Prayers for strangers

1240.  God Who knows us all by name

1241.  New friends found, us connecting through words on the screen

1242.  Writing poetry that feels unrefined, everyone telling me it's what they needed

1243.  The One Who fills the gaping, aching emptiness

1244.  Homemade cinnamon rolls baking in the oven

1245.  Us eating them all because we can and who wants to let them grow cold?

1246.  Staying up late because the book's too near the end

1247.  Two cats choosing my lap while three other laps are empty

1248.  Heat in the storage unit--getting to work without coat, scarf, ear muffs

1249.  Only 6 boxes remaining in the first phase of letting go

1250.  Forgotten childhood treasures discovered by accident

1251.  Grey-haired couple holding hands while they cross the street

1252.  All those flowers overflowing the grocery store, waiting for Valentine's Day

1253.  Heart-shaped balloons in the passenger seat of the car parked beside me

1254.  One tiny daffodil open wide in February's garden

1255.  Me running out to see this glimpse of spring in the middle of winter

1256.  Friend who lives many miles from here but never forgets to say I Love You on Valentine's Day

1257.  Waking up to "Your Grace Is Enough," singing those words all through the morning routine

1258.  Late night prayers for a friend in great need

1259.  Buddy cat resting his head in the palm of my hand

1260.  Mended pants made wearable again

1261.  Mom who does the mending for this sewing-challenged daughter of hers

1262.  New winter coats in happy, bright colors

1263.  The family bargain hunter who knows all our sizes

1264.  Email from a far-away friend, all her words echoing with the sound of His healing

1265.  Waking up to the sound of wind and rain

1266.  Plans made for a tea party, friends responding with excitement

1267.  New music arriving in the mail

1268.  Floors freshly swept and vacuumed

1269.  The mess of a week put back in place

1270.  Last hours of work at the "letting-go place"

1271.  Unearthing new books to read, pulling out memories along with them

1272.  Flipping through photo albums from a lifetime ago

1273.  Laughing through tears over the years that can't be forgotten

1274.  Remembering friends, fiascoes, and sweet grace moments from the growing-up years

1275.  First phase complete in the long road of "letting go"

1276.  Last boxes taped up, labeled, stacked

1277.  First knitting project finished

1278.  Making plans to wear my handmade leg warmers

1279.  The doctor who's ready to take charge of my care

1280.  That mark on my arm where the blood's been taken

1281.  The only One Who gives strength for the hard road

1282.  The hard road.  Yes.  This one.

1283.  Day that begins with rain, turns to sun by lunchtime

1284.  Dinner in the crockpot, already cooking away by 9 am

1285.  All those happy smells filling the house the whole day through

1286.  Date with a friend, even when she forgets and I eat alone

1287.  Her walking through the door, me so happy to see her that it doesn't matter how long I've waited

1288.  All this laughter, love, life shared right across a table

1289.  Strength for all those chores

1290.  Money for all those bills

1291.  Hanging the birthday banner across fireplace bricks

1292.  Cooking dinner for Dad's birthday, all of us gathered around for the meal

1293.  That one song lyric we can't get out of our heads

1294.  Us laughing every. single. time. someone breaks out in that song

1295.  Loading a whole van full of piece of the past.

1296.  Letting it all go and finding myself still breathing after all

1297.  Hours of clothes shopping with Mom, us trying on every jacket in sight

1298.  Coming home with that bag full of needed things

1299.  Two days of unexpected sun

1300.  Tiniest purple crocuses poking up beside this busy road I'm driving on

1301.  Bundled up with hot drinks in hand so we can sit outside in the winter sun.

1302.  Him singing to me on the drive home, reminding that Grace is sufficient

1303.  Bird's nest in the tree by the highway, silhouetted against evening's sky

1304.  Haze around the crescent moon on this cold, cold night

1305.  Those two planets gleaming bright beside the moon, just for this brief space in time

1306.  God Who fills up all the spaces of time with Himself

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